the joy's of online Christmas shopping..

i've never really been one for it, i like to take part in the "experience" but what do you do when you can't find the "it."
you resort to other, less desirable avenues...

the best part, free shipping...
forget the additional costs of shipping.

not today folks.

free shipping, clearance prices.... i'm smelling a good deal.

much better then buying the $99 alternative.

much better.

what do we learn in sociology...

handy things let me tell you...

like how to do the soulja boy dance...to bad that song is a bunch of.....junk.

hahaha
my sociology class rocks...
no really

try having your teacher rap
just try it,

what do you do when you are bored and have nothing to do...read old xanga's fo' sure.

this made me laugh ming:

Yesterday morning we went bike riding around Lauren's neighborhood because they were having a community garage sale. Anyway I was between Ying and Lauren. Lauren was in front and my front wheel was about halfway past her back wheel...
Anywayys we rode like this for a while until we see a car *a police car nonetheless* driving so Lauren decides to whip her bike to the left and I didn't whip it.
This resorted in me pretty much flipping off the bike and rolling on to the pavement (yeah I know really graceful.)
So yeah, I really felt loved at this point because Ying and Lauren are like "ahahahhaha Ming hahah are haha you hahahhaha ok? hahahah." I was fine. But if I wasn't I wonder what they would have done =P
Oh and it gets better not only did I look like a complete idiot in front of Ying and Lauren, but then the policeman drives up and is like "Are you ok?" "Oh yeah I'm fine." "Are you sure?" "Yeah I'm sure."
Now this wasn't just a policeofficer he was what Lauren would call a....nevermind. lol
Anyway since the chain fell off of the bike I walked it back to her house and Ying and Lauren wished they had gotten it on video.
Maybe you had to be there though...hmm.
Chances are no one even reads this except for Lauren, Ying and maybe Carter.lol

We had wayyy to much fun at Ying's expense. haha.

oh let's goo back to the days when all our fun was at ying's expense and not yours ming :P

What's the point?

I pretty much always ask that question. Maybe its because I'm a lazy bum and I have to have a reason to do something. Maybe its that I'm wondering where it will take me. Either way I think that if I trusted than I'd be able to do something without asking 'what's the point of this?'

Its really makes you wonder.

What I found especially disheartening today was how much is left to do, and things I should have done but have yet to. Something I'm crazy to attempt at this point.

Sitting, Waiting, Watching (wishing).

do you ever wonder....why are you here, because it doesn't seem like your are furthering the kingdom at all, my attempts are lame, and lacking motivation.

Some things about pride, some other things about patience (or lack thereof).

And I've learned other things about myself and about where I am in life...and about other people.


I'm kinda dreading--but also looking forward to--the day when these things I've been learning will become real life.




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Application is key

I had thought of something profound, but it has recently escaped me.
lucky for you i wrote it down...i just can't find it

However, fear not, for I am determined to design another intuitive statement

i hope i never get over how big the sky is, or how small grains of sand are, or how wonderful dreams are, i hope i never get over love, and how rich it feels, or how death can look so beautiful, i hope i never get over those feeling that make you want to sit and ponder, those are the greatest times when you are at peace and you just sit. of all i can say is that i love being reminded.

oh, and God answers prayer, surprise!