what scares me most about life is seeing myself turn into a different person. not in a bad way, no, but watching yourself slowly progress into something different then what you have always been is a little scary. i'm learning a lot right now. a lot of lessons that I didn't think I would be learning so early. I'm so ready to see what God has in store for my life. but that thought also scares me. I feel like i'm at the bottom of a climb up mount everest, the thought is scary, but invigorating.

Take all of me, i'm ready.

I feel suddenly older this summer.
and if some of these dreams that I have been having have been from God, that would be so crazy awesome!

at one point I thought my life could never get better, but I think it's happened.
when God promises he comes through, no gimmicks or exclusions.

that's all for now, im going to bed. it's late for me :P