Mark me with Your grace
Shape me in Your wisdom
Place in me a heart
Of mercy
Open up my eyes
Let me see Your glory
Lead me to the place
You want me
~starfield



what am i missing out on in my lifetime?
what joys have i not found?
what secrets are still secret?



When I think about life and the life I have lived up to this point I would say I am pretty satisfied with the way I have lived...

But that disgusts me.
Every day I miss many opportunities to serve, to love, to care, to engage.

many opportunities

and that is just the things i realize i have yet to even embark on God's journey
i haven't discovered his servants heart, his love, his care, his grace
and when i get to heaven...i know, that i would have barely left a small ripple in the water of his perfect plan.

oh let it not be so...