Posted by Lauren

i have come to a conclusion.
education is not for me.
i am now refusing
i will not be one of those people that spend their life
being schooled

why?
'cause i hate it
it's not my thing, some people enjoy it, some people put up with it, others fail at it miserably

i am the latter
i'm putting in my time...then i'm gone.
am i lazy? probably, but i don't think that's my main motivation
honestly...

i'd rather spend my time learning other things, that i lack in miserably.


things that really really matter,
for starters,
i need to learn how to love,
i don't get it. i really don't

how do i know this
because i hate, i hate a lot
there is something about this, that i can't explain, but i know i need it desperately
it isn't one of those things that i know i need but don't act on
but now i am acting on it
my hearts craves it
really hard

Matthew 12:34
You brood of vipers, how can you who are evil say anything good? For out of the overflow of the heart the mouth speaks.
that scares me.


I'm alive, I can breathe
But do I really care for this world in need?



This entry was posted on Sunday, October 14, 2007 at Sunday, October 14, 2007 . You can follow any responses to this entry through the comments feed .

0 comments

Post a Comment