Sometimes you're having one of those days when you just want to scream and shout, one of those days you want to complain but you know more than anything it would serve you best if you just shut up... one of those days when you can't get any work done because you're distracted about everything else that needs to be done... one of those days when you are in a weird way almost happy to be stressed out. And you're trying to just give it to God, but it's so frustrating because you're not getting anywhere. And your prayers don't seem to make sense, you keep pleading for the same things,and you can't seem to gather your thoughts for long enough to sit there and tumble out all your thoughts... so you just sit in silence, but yet the silence seems so forced, because you know you need to be still before God, it just so hard when there are so many other things to do and your thoughts they just whirl around in your brain longer and longer and you're getting no work done whatsoever