What's the point?

I pretty much always ask that question. Maybe its because I'm a lazy bum and I have to have a reason to do something. Maybe its that I'm wondering where it will take me. Either way I think that if I trusted than I'd be able to do something without asking 'what's the point of this?'

Its really makes you wonder.

What I found especially disheartening today was how much is left to do, and things I should have done but have yet to. Something I'm crazy to attempt at this point.

Sitting, Waiting, Watching (wishing).

do you ever wonder....why are you here, because it doesn't seem like your are furthering the kingdom at all, my attempts are lame, and lacking motivation.