sorry for the random thoughts...i couldn't make much out of them today.

lately i have felt pretty content
& i hate every minute of it.
i need to be taught something...
let me assure you, the good part of me is not real (wait was there one?). i will probably think horrible thoughts about you, because there is nothing, nothing good about me.
your like that too, scary isn't it? we're all like that. i find myself repulsive.
but yet...

and i think i'm left with nothing to say, when theres way too much to be said.

are you ever just not in the mood to be on earth...or maybe that's just me.

He will take great delight in you, he will quiet you with his love, he will rejoice over you with singing.
-Zephaniah 3:17

i don't get it, i just don't. but thats ok with me, well that's what i thought. maybe i am not