i find it funny, how things that used to bother me. don't.
things that would eat at me, well they don't anymore
i have no good explanation.
in fact might i say i enjoyed my misery?
does that sound to self centered?
probably.

you know what else i find funny.
people.
the past few weeks i have really thought about my motives
why i do what i do
in all areas of life.
and when i watch other people. certain people.
you see them do the same things you do.
and then you know why they do it.
and that bothered me.
but now it doesn't
i have come to realize something.