I had this feeling, deep down.
didn't want to admit it was there,
or maybe I didn't really know it was there.

just a feeling that something wasn't right

I learned a lot of things today
and it left me thinking
the kind of thinking you do when you question something

It made me extremely grateful for my family.
No matter how crazy, I love them.
Because humanly speaking they will always be there for me
No matter what.

You know that statement I made a while back...

"I have come to realize that hearts are complex and we’re all liars."

I think that was todays key phrase.
it's amazing what you think through, when you have nothing to do but think.