I have come to realize something, I think.
I make wrong choices, we all do.
and I "feel" like I have the power within my self to stop making these wrong choices.
If I have learned anything over the past weeks it's that that is not true.
in the least.

you know how the bible says there is not even once ounce of good in man.
well that is seeming to become more true in my eyes, I think I am finally understanding that. even just a little bit.

any good I am capable of "whipping" up isn't me.
and I always thought it was (maybe not on a conscious level)
I mean if it was really good I knew that was God( of course), but I thought the little things were me, I thought I could handle the really small things and make a good decision
there is nothing good about me
other then the Savior that has come to rescue me

something I have been learning over the past few months


"Every breath that I take
Is your faithfulness proved
And at the end of each day
When my labors are through
I will sing of Your mercies anew"