I can't explain it.
but I want to so bad
I wish I could figure it out my self
Sometimes it feels so good.
but other times is feels so...so... wrong?

I like this confusing place.
It reminds me I don't know everything
and i'm still learning
and I will always be learning.

people are difficult you know. difficult to understand.

this happens every winter. I'm starting to like winter because of it.