I thought I wanted it.

but then....I realized I wanted nothing like it.

it was a crazy night, one I wouldn't choose to re-live

and within the briefest second you realize how fragile life is.

you can't manage any of it. you think you can.
but it's so out of your hands.

I wouldn't wish it on anyone, but I sure know of some people that could use a night like that.

but it was horrible.

but if it had to happen, i'm glad it happened like it did.