I find my life really confusing right now.
there is so much going on that no one sees,
& I can't explain it, because I would probably try
if I thought I could get somewhat of a grip on it.
I'm ready for this new start, i'm read and not ready
at the same time. Part of this isn't a new start though,
this new start means going back to where I was two
years ago. I think I like that aspect of it, but i'm not
sure yet.
people aren't who you think they are.
i'm not who I think I am
and that drives me crazy sometimes.
why can't it be black and white.
well, I know why.
I've been through a lot of crazy stuff in this short life.
I grew up a long time ago.
but only now do I feel like I am starting to lose my innocence
things aren't wrapped in beautiful packaging anymore.
life is hard and raw.
some people are two faced.
and sometimes it's hard not to hate them for that.
(i'm sorry, this post is unfiltered thoughts tonight, don't worry I'm not being drastic, but someone wasn't answering their phone tonight, and I wanted to get it out.)
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